Blue Flower

Many years ago when I wept, many times I got so choked up I could not break free from it and I was stuck in weeping. When I weep now it is because I am thankful toward Elohim in the deliverance he has given me. It's the pain of knowing that my NPD dad cannot be healed by any man. I'm no longer stuck in weeping and I can break out of it. But my tears are no longer on my own behalf, my tears are on my abusers behalf.