Blue Flower

Daddy, why did you teach me to be nice to people but you are not nice to me? Don't you realize that unless your Works back your words they're meaningless? Why did you do good to others, but not to me? Don't you know you are supposed to love Elohim first and then your family before others?

Daddy, why did you take your own flesh and blood and literally beat their head into the wall so that the wall was broken? Wait, I know, NPD is not curable, you are stuck with it. You can't possibly have the love of Elohim because you have no empathy.

Elohim, please forgive my dad, he didn't know what he was doing. He was afflicted with brain damage in his developmental years that caused his brain not to develop the paths that give him empathy. Please heal him, it's the only way because man has no way to cure him. He could be a beautiful man if you would heal him and open his eyes.


Don't return to the dung Heap you've been delivered from. Don't visit your abusers after you have been healed. They will undo all your healing. Stay free, walk in love.

The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit. A broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise. Psalm 51:19 TLV

Healing from pain and fear brings a person to greater love and humility. Those who do not endure hardship and have life easy do not build healthy character. Some of the most loving and caring people have come out of the greatest hardships.

Only in the presence of the almighty do demons flee. Walk in the spirit so that you do not fulfill the lusts of the flesh. Seek the father diligently with your whole heart daily.